2010 byebye~=(( c0mments! 2010 over already..
time sure fast..
now is welcoming 2011..
before that..they said have a countdown festival ..
but i am not interested..
haha~
anyway..2011..is a hell quest for me..
because of those two exams..
lol?
of course..one is totally BM
one is totally chinese..
yikes..
my favourite english only stand for one subjectT.T
my most weakest sybject is BM
now already began to worry about that BM~
by the way..thanks to the barber..
my hair was like a little kid right now..
surely you guys wil keep laughing when you saw my pathetic hairstyle..
=(

Merry Christmas=) c0mments! Still left 2 1hour something then..is Christmas liao~
i write my 20 wishes..on a piece of paper..
all these wishes is about all my friends =)
of course some is for me=)
i know is very stupid and weird but..i just cant help it~
xD
and today..is just like an ordinary boring day..
Today i had my breakfast at 1:30
haha~my stomach is growling ~
and..erm..i miss you all very much..
and at night chat with ysz lu..
what an boring christmas eve -,-
nothing to do d~
............
if my wishes could come true..
please make my 1st wish come true 1st
it is the most important to me~
thanks~
Wish everyone Merry Christmas=)

c0mments! Today mood very good then become very bad~
From morning to night~
well..duno why..
Today after having breakfast a old town..
went back home make 汤圆。。then eat it liao~xD
tummy very full..
after that,go online..but nobody on..
so..i go play wii...
play until duno wad time..then it's time for dinner(团圆饭）
i suppose..i should to tell the truth that..i dont like having 团圆饭..
is not about the food..but the spirit..
when i was eating..my parents will normally chatting...
what are they chatting?
BUSINESS..
is always like this..
it never changes...
this aint family..this is like a appointment..
they didnt even care about us..
they didnt even chat about how is my result or something about me..
you call this a 团圆饭...i rather call my friends go out eat and have fun together..
year 2008,2009,2010..still the same...
so..i quickly finished my food and just went out of the dinning room..
this doesnt mean i didnt gave respect to them..
i just dont want to hear any business things while dinner..
that's why i hate my dad ,grandmum,grandfather..
they always the same..
i rather become poor..
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At now..every children must be having fun eating with their parents..
talking some good things about them..and some planning to go where..
but me..
business every time..i dont like this..
i think my family is taking over business than me...
i rather just leave this family and go die..
where is the happiness i want..
every parent was taking so much care of their children..
but me?
they say they love me..
they say they raise alot of money for me..
then..become scolding saying that i waste their money..
but this isnt the love i want..
i want the kind of love is caring..
i need love more than money..
this is so unfair..
money,money,money...
always $~
their mouth only will came out bad words..
not even a word i like...
unlike my other friend's family..
everytime i saw their parents caring them..
my tears will come out..
my heart is asking why...
why they had such parents..but me..
at least their parents like me very much=)
because i always visits their house..
and help them do something lu..
too boring at home dont know do what..
i stay at my friend's house for one hour of their caring..
can surely compare at this family!
i think i got crash by the car somewhere outside..they wont even notice until the next morning~
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so..next time someone ask you 。。你幸福吗？
please...think about your family then only you answer..

JR3E (not expected) c0mments! 今天懂了班级。。
我没想到E班会是我明的班。。
我一直以为我会留在F的。。
算了。。
还有。。谢谢你啊。。给我个答案。。
虽然。。是有点伤到的感觉。。
但。。并不代表不接受这个答案。。
反而。。还要谢谢你帮我解除心中的恶魔~
哈哈~
现在心很乱一下的。。
明年还要记得去面试><
很懒也。。
不过答应了。。就一定要去。。
wakaka..
就这样吧。。

哈哈~我最近很少上线了 c0mments! 我不懂我要做什么叻。。
闷到。。。。
这几天很对不起一个很重要的人。。
我因为。。一些事情。。所以没理她。。
还有。。我知道你早已知道我对你。。的那件事。。
我。。是有点生气那个爆出来的人。。但我也不可以骂她。。因为。。这是迟早的事。。
我。。知道你对明年的考试都很专心。。
所以。。我就不要打扰你的。。
这几天。。我心情不太好。。所以脾气就坏了。。
。。。就这样。。。
我对你是真心的。。
你一直说我很冷。。我已经尽量在改着了。。《--其实我也不想的。。
但最终没后果。。很失望下的。。
如果你决得我所做的一切是在浪费时间。。你可以跟我说的。。不要隐藏不跟我说。。
我没关系的。。
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最近一直看到爱情的事件。。(facebook)
好羡慕那些。。人啊。。
还有。。几天就可以知道我读什么班了。。
有点紧张的。。
哈哈。。。
明天如果你到了哪里。。记得sms我啊。。
还有。。记得带足够的钱。。
要不要还先就不用急着。。
晚安咯。。=）

boring~JR 3 c0mments! long time no update blog ady ...
missing english vv much...
and nex year pmr..really want to push me into a grave
well..guess it cant change and...nothing..
and hey...20th...going out again..
still trying to find people~
and...about the last blog write..
that time i was kinda no mood and thinking something very very negative but it is true i think~`
that is just all my truth~
these two days keep chat chat with ysz...
haha...i just like the ways she smile~
and kenny finally come back liao...
but the bad news is he cant on his computer and play with meTT
i didnt really chat with shx these days..cuz i think i spend too much time on her..
and i did ake her feel that i am vv annoying..
and..these days ..every conversation i had was about this year d..and some secret of course...
well..i learn many things..
xD
i just need to keep moving forward..
Junior 3 here i come!!!!

为什么。。。 c0mments! 我自己也不是很清楚我自己了。。
我开始认为世界上根本就没有我的存在。。
我只不过是个隐形人士在帮着每个人得到幸福。。也害了不少人。。
我想了很久。。为什么佳捷要这样对Shirley。。最终还是想不出。。
还有。。victor的女友。。为什么。。人家这么疼你，你却抛下他不理。。反而还骂她。。
我不是在妒嫉他们为什么有女友。。而我没。。
我只是在想两个人在一起不是应该开开心心的吗？
为什么就像打仗一样。。
我没有女友是很正常的吧。。
我又长得丑，又矮，又笨，又烦
有的话。。都是神送给我的礼物啦。。
平时都谢谢你们的安慰啦。。但我现在不用了咯。。
因为谈恋爱对我来说是没可能的。。
只有我喜欢人。。但没人喜欢我。。
你们这些帅哥啊。。珍惜一切啊。。不然会终生后悔的。。

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