c0mments! Am i really that weak?
no,i dont look like on the surface..
well,i saw a television prgram saying that everyone has a weakness..
you are still strong enough to control your feeling if your heart is not a problem..
and even how strong you are..you will still weak if your weakness is your heart..
that's what i saw..
i was thinking negative again..
i felt terrible..
cuz that's my main weakness..
and i hate it..
dissapointed of that..
is it the reason i cant make people happy?
my life would be dark portal..
vampire doesn't have hearts..
and i think that would be true..
Love and sacrifice..(phantom)
haha..this is the reason i hate this story very much..
i cant feel the love cuz i dont have a TRUE HEART

Sorry...Last message .. c0mments! I am thinking about myself lately..
i guess i did do something very wrong..
wrong that i am going to regret it forever..
and..please if got anything..
please dont come and find me from now..
i will bring you guys bad luck..
and for those lover birds..
congrats you guys...
be happy together..
and for my dear chosen to be my family..
hope you could understand..
maybe staying with you guys ,will just waste all you guy's time...
so..maybe i want to quit..
thanks for all your caring...
but i think you should be alone...
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By the way ,victor ,i got the last mystery we have to go check..
meet me at the basketball court..
when you head back from kuantan...
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it shouldn't be this way...
K.C.H.S
i shouldn't be in this school...
i shouldn't!!!!
here's my last message to all of you..
hx:thanks for all your helping and caring...and you still have many gor right..i left your world,doesn't matter d...be happy..
xy:its not like i hate you or something..but i am glad you are my sis before...
ysz&hao yang:mum..sorry..i am no longer in your family board now,...cuz..i am a bad luck person..
pw:is good to meet you..but..i just wanna say sorry...sorry for everything
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