Will it be sucess or failed.. c0mments! Why is everyone asking me the same question...
i have to say..i cannot answer...
cuz i dont even know the answer ..
not even had a clue..
crushing love in someone i am not really sure of that..
outrageous...
godess give me this gift will it be enough or just not suitable for me...
i hope this case will be like a rainbow appear at the end of a rain
but in that rain...will it means that i have to remind myself again..
everyone is sp+ing me..
but i dont think i can do it..
so..at here i wanna say a word "sorry"
but i will still be hardworking to chase her until she say stop..even it is the worst+est choice ever..
well..that's it for today...and sorry for so long that i didnt my blog..

So much for wasting...T.I.M.E c0mments! Useless
Careless
Loneliness
Loveless
brainless
This five words...
cant imagine i am those five words...
really?
am i been tricked again
if it is...
i want to be alone already
Lonely plus single..
that is where i belong..
that is why..i dont need any help..
and that means helping people..but no thank you
if it is...
my soul corrupted by vengence
i think being single until die will be better in life..
who needs people..useless...
USELESS....
i will have to change by my style alredy...
i cant believe it will have this day..
GOOD...
bored to wait this day to come...
THANK YOU ...all of you..
thank you for increasing my rage everyday...
thank you...

Good things will continue or stop happening c0mments! Sometimes i wish to have happy days..
but it came out an unhappy ending..
Sometimes i wish to go to hell
then my day will become too happy..
as for this week..
i will have to be no feeling..
cuz tomoro will have two exams..
one is karangan(god damnit ...i will surely fail..xP)
another one is Taekwondo exam(hehe i will surely past..XD)
well wish me luck...
the nxt day still have exam..
1st is english essay(haha..it will be a piece of cake)
2nd one will be music(zzz...hope i will past this time)
the day after tomorow will be the day...
the one and only teachers day...
and i will be vv busy finding a girl
that day i really need luck..
i must find her two times...
okay..okay..
calm down.. only two times..
but she will broadcasting...
how can i find her..
zzz....whatever it is..
i must do this..
only sucess,no fail
this is my only condition..

Once in loveless world and 义卖会 c0mments! This world dont have any kindness..
solving problem using violence..
haizz...
loveless vampire in a cruel world..
his soul corrupted by vengence..
sad...
blood lesser and lesser everyday..
yesterday's 义卖会 so tired..
running up and down..
me and kenny go to play throwing arrows at the ballons..
then wego to play the maze..
OUch i got crush by the table..cuz is too dark..
ltr we go help our store..
so boring..wait two hours at there..
walau my backbone hurts..
after that,angela,misato invite my to play the ghost house...
walau so many ppl..
the ghost house was ookay..
is not too scary..
but..is okay..the decoration was great...
this the ghost house i wanted to see..in my whole life..
the decoration and the music was fantastic..
combine with the costume ...it was totally a perfect ghost house..
anyway..we say hi to the ghost..
the ghost greet with us..instead of scaring us..
LOL!!!
that is the end of the 义卖会

Is it worth to wait... c0mments! Am i waiting...for a reply..
or just wasting time...
or the answer will come out automaticly..
Even if the answer had come out...
i dont think..it will be the answer..i was seeking
Aww....come on Leon....
tell me...what had happen in my future..
i am in love with a girl that is impossible to be with me..
that means all i do is just wasting my precious time..
should i wait....or should i give up..
if tomorow will give me the answer...i will wait...
but even if the answer can come out....will it be the answer..
i hope so...
there is no reason...
no reason to love someone..
why u all keep asking me...
i like her but no reason...
am i blind...
or it is just a begining..
problem number 3..
why you dont want to believe me...
you are the first person that does not trust me...
i cannot believe it..
i will lie to people sometimes if broke someting..
but in love i am seriuos...100% serious..
is trusting so hard...
or you want to keep herself from danger..
but am i danger?
or the vampire thing scare you...
please ...can trust me for just one time..
i will prove it...if u let me to...

Fun,Fun,Fun c0mments! Sorry guys ....these days forgot to write blog..
well...about yesterday...we all sure got go MV
it was vv fun...but i am not having too fun..
cuz my cute little sister didnt go...
haiz...nxt time i sure want her to go...
anyway..about at MV
First,i go to buy ice cream first..
it costs me 10 ringgit for single scoop..
i was like shocked...
after that we have a meeting at the game world, i mean got all those racing games..
then, WZ,belinda,HY,kenny and me all went to Megakidz
it was vv interesting in there..
got many jumping things and ballons
nxt we all go eat..
actually i didnt eat...
then we go to find the red box..
well, we almost lost in the BIG,BIG garden
on the road..
belinda and WZ feel at the escalator..
wz is fine,but belinda was injured..
Sad...
it was bleeding..
worry+ing
when we almost reach at the red box,i saw my cousin..
she work at there..
we sang to high liao..
even forget the price of one hour...
well everybody leave,its just left gooi,kenny,zoey and i at there
we almost cannot go home..
but luckily got enough money to pay..
then we all got home separately

NOw is about today..
today got ntg special..
until my dear shawn got sometin happen
he go write a letter about i love pwen...
i am going to kill him liao...
that's it for today

Everyday become worst and worster c0mments! Sorry for didnt upload the blog so long
I am busy checking something these day
aout all the couples...
they all break...
why....
even worst is every teacher is giving up on us..
that is going to be the worstest day ever
wonder why people so cruel and greedy..
Greedy for money ...for example our school
making all teacher hurt their brain
and use us to vanish their pressure
that's a bad habitat
it will hurt our heart
God damnit ....
i wish the world will become peace again
everyday can see bright sun upon us
every night can see the Moon
every evening can see the most beautiful sunset ever
i want life to be like this..
but it wont happen..it always be a dream
the problem is can i achieve it...
if the god can grant this wish...
i will always be happy,ever and forever
as my coach said..
no one can fully 100% trust a people even he/she is ur family..
i am thinking this question..knowing its meaning..
at the end ,my mind was still as blank as a white paper
how can i dont trust any people
The most important thing is trust..no trust ,no friend
I dont want my past to be the reason
i just want everything to be normal...
i just want no war,no quarrel
i just want peace..
is it vv hard to accomplish it..
tell me -----(ghost) is that hard?..
Tell me!!!

Busy+Complicated mind c0mments! Yesterday,while i was training my guitar..
my sis sms me say got big problem..
the problem is about shawn...
shawn the trouble maker agn ==...
why they broke up but didnt tell me de...
anyway...when i go for a guitar lesson...
my rockstar changed to another teacher..
name:i dunno
man...he is as cool teacher john..
he teach me about the struming and plucking..
yeah...i learn two types in 45minutes
so cool..


Today is the most boring day ever...
homeworks in my mind..
almost falling asleep in class...
i tried to make myself awake in class..
Math period...
Omg the math questions is even complicated that i thought in mind..
but at the end..
i still can solve it under teacher's teaching of course
it was raining outside..
the good news is it is cold in our class..
the bad news is i will have to run through the building without getting wet..
well..that'it for today..

When everyone is couple... c0mments! These days,i saw many couples at the school...
well...it is just May..then already so many couple..
wow...i guess principle is right..
boys and girls sure are easy to communicate together
when i saw those couples ,i feel like i am lonely as forever..
anyway...these days i am ill,the luckiest thing is no one notice it..
haha...(sad)no one care it or they didnt have the time to care about me
everyday i saw Hx and Xy ,i will happy as ever...
everyday if i saw Wz,i will not so boring
everyday cannot be interesting,if they are not in my class^^
feeling so great...
Today i ill+Hot+pressure+unsolve problem in my mid.....haizzz
almost want to go to hell
i believe i can die..
i believe i can touch the hell
haha...
that's it for today....

So Boring!!!! c0mments! Sorry guys this days didnt upload my blog...
It is so boring everyday...
well,i went to Kepong last Saturday to visit my poor great great grandmother at the hospital...
she fell down at the floor and it hurts her backbone...
haizz...Sunday i go to MidValley with my family for a movie..
yay...so unhappy=.=
because the movie we were going to watch is IronMan2
The first part is already so boring...
no nid to think about the second part
the most interesting part is about the technology
Before the movie we have sushi for breakfast...
MMM...so yummy...and so full..
while i was eating,i was also using another hand to sms HX...
haha....
today was a disaster...
i caught by the disiplin teacher to cut my hair...
well,she didnt cut too much..
but my mum said cannot la...must cut again..
so she bring me too the barber shop to cut my poor hair..
now i am lack of hair..==